Yesterday's Cubs game really pissed me off. The Cubs are up 2-1 in the bottom of the ninth with two outs and Hawkins gives up a triple and a double to tie the game up. The Reds won it in the twelfth with a two run dinger. It looks like Hawkins is rising to Mitch "Wild Thing" Williams status. So far he's had nine blown saves this year. We're now a half game back in the wild card behind the left-for-dead Astros. With four losses in the last five games it looks like the can't win Cubs are back. I really hope they prove me wrong but I've heard this song before. It pains me to write this but I think the Cubs finish two games back. Being a Cubs fan really sucks.